Mood:Soul Searching
Song of Choice:"Surreal" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Subject: Contemplation of a Lover

Hey how is everyone it's been a bit since I've actually written a good entry...but now seems a good a time as any. I feel kinda lost now a days like I don't know there's something I must do but I don't know what...
(Kim sits down by some candels in her sanctuary) I don't know I just kinda have a lot of unresloved things...like what kind of person am I? And am I a good one? I truely don't know...I know I'm strong if nothing else pain and I are no strangers but I don't know sometimes I think I'm too strong or too brave...like it's okay to not have to take care of everyone...I'm not sure where this entry is really going...perhaps its that sometimes feel like more of a specture in my life than an actual human...I don't know I'll clear this up later guys.